Okay so...sad

Information's pretty thin stuff unless mixed with experience. ~Clarence Day

Okay so Kendal's like sad... See I'm really desperate to go on People to People, I found this amazing itinerary and I want to go so badly! It's like three weeks and sounds absolutely incredible! However I found someone's site/journal who went on the precise trip I want to go on and they said it cost about five thousand. I don't know what all that includes, such as air fare and such...but whatever. So now I'm like in between two moods: "never-gonna-go-depressed-forever" mood and "I'm-gonna-do-this-no-matter-what-some-how-some-way" mood. Right now I bet you could guess which I'm in...*coughtotallydepressedcough* I feel like screaming, I've wanted to go to all of those places for years! Oh and Ria, on those journals of the people who went, they went to London too!!!! I was like OMG! I could just sob. I need cheering...